Anyone know anything about plants?   I have a messed up tree in my world over here.   My tree is not producing very good fruit.   I planted it in the worst dirt I can find and feed it the highest quality bleach every day.    I don’t know why it’s not creating huge fruits of happiness and success.

Yep, makes about as much sense as getting unfavorable results in your life and not at least taking steps for correction.  Who are you listening to most?   I didn’t ask “who do you know that you should listen to?”   Even if it’s yourself – find someone else.  Keep trying different people.   Feed your brain tree better fertilizer and see when it blooms.